This book portion contains some negative personal information about me which may turn you off but I feel that you should get to know me, flaws and all, in order to help you decide whether I am being forthright regarding the esoteric information contained within the book.
Okay, so Mary’s purpose in my life is to guide me, and I did interview her somewhat about that.
By the way, I am an excellent interviewer.
Anyway, upon my interviewing of Mary, I learned that apparently what happened regarding Mary becoming my guide was that when I was 25 or so, I had prayed for help from a higher spiritual power.
Specifically, I prayed to earn myself a girlfriend who was smart enough to match my, sometimes self-proclaimed, other times proclaimed by others, genius.
Seemingly according to Mary, I felt that many of my past girlfriends were just not that intelligent compared to me, and I wished for them to have been so.
So here the honest truth about how I felt regarding some girlfriends I had:
…okay, so I had girlfriends I liked, but in interacting with them, I often established for myself that they were not able to diffuse conflict or argument well.
For example, one girlfriend was geared towards the logic of “reiterating” everything which she had countlessly already said to me.
Also, she introduced me to the popular argument diffusion tactic, “agree-to-disagree”, of which she seemed to invoke each time I opened my mouth, even for a yawn.
For her, it was paramount that we never disagree, but instead to agree-to-disagree.
Now, some people don’t like agreeing to disagree for the reason that they feel that it is redundant, like, one doesn’t need to say that one agrees-to-disagree because it is sufficient to merely just say one disagrees.
But in my case, as you may have noticed by my recent usage of the word, “just,” after the word, “merely”, redundancy doesn’t bother me.
I don’t like “agreeing-to-disagree” because, to me, it sounds like an arrogant person trying to sound impressive, as if they are superior when they speak a poetically oxymoronic phrase.
But you know, while slightly poetic, it’s not actually an oxymoron to agree-to-disagree.
“Agreeing to disagree” is just an unneeded positive spin on the paradigm of disagreement. It is unneeded because disagreements aren’t by nature negative.
If it were an oxymoron to agree to disagree, then I could at least proclaim that those who say “agree to disagree”, are bearing at some degree of intelligence when saying it.
Look, I believe that those who agree to disagree are emotionally weak. They give in to the pressure they feel to agree with everyone, even in cases where they disagree.
A different girlfriend I had from her was a little bit smarter, but this girlfriend’s lack of intelligence bothered me too.
What she would do was flip-flop her opinions just after any moment where I disagreed with her. It would just be that she would suddenly believe that whatever she initially said was the complete opposite of that which she initially said to me.
How stupid is that?
Oddly enough, despite her doing that, she could write very good English term papers.
I suppose that is what I found so unintelligent about her flip-flopping mannerism. It was as if she had only learned a set of rules and guidelines to impress her teachers at school but didn’t understand the real world application of the rules and guidelines.
Now, as you have certainly deduced, I have it within myself the ability to pick apart women who were probably actually well intentioned and smart. And I should have it within me to show them love instead.
So I like to think that by revealing my unfair criticisms towards women to you that I have somehow grown up from my childish propensity to cut them down.
Sometimes laying it all out on the table for others to see can be a catalyst for real change.
Let’s hope that happens with me.
Anyway, Mary indicated to me that the reason I prayed for a spirit guide was because of what I had written about above.
And from this she ended up being assigned to me.
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